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| Keywords: girls teen school uniform schooluniform footwear indoor shoe Heavy duty girls or teenagers brown leather strap sandals with schoolgirl black stockings tights uniform. Waiting ...the waiting is the worst, I have been there myself, waited with all thoes thoughts running wild through my head, and also watched all... from littel boys and girls through to young teenagers as they wait their fate, all wanting to be princesses, in soft pretty clothes, or looking cool in cargo pants ... loved and cuddeled when they kids ... or in trendy and cool clothes when tweens or teenagers, wanting to go out, and be held and even kissed by some nice girl or boy... what would her friends think, would they still be friends??? But no Immis now in the dental medical center waiting for their braces fitting appointment, trepidation, self consciousness, but with traces of self loathing and fear of what they will look like with silver railway tracks banded and bonded onto her teeth. I sat there warm all over as I waited... But the reality of what awaits me in that room off the orthopedic specialist office is something else. I know behind there waits a form of something they only have imagined in my nightmares...the soft hose and pretty bows have become BOOOTS or special orthopedic SHOES ...or worse back brace, rigid metal rods, with moulded plastic shells to encase her body, tight pulling panels, with numerous Velcro straps and endless buckles digging into my tender "puppy" flesh, pulled tight so she can hardly breath, feeling the tears well up inside her!!! Oh that uncertainty and fear and self conscious thinking... instilled in me over years leading up to this point,that I knew I would need to be "ortho booted" and braced someday as I was growing up ... I still vividly remember the fitting session, feeling those boots being laced up for the first time , hearing the nurse and orthopedic doctor droning on about wearing the boots 12 hours a day and the "rules" needed when wearing them !!! Is this really happening... stretched out feeling the boots getting tight around my ankles and feet, the stocking and tights used as socks now encasing my entire lower body... Feeling my whole body warm up as I dream of my new life in orthopedic boots, I'm now wet everywhere. So ..what would my life be like now, fear of rejection, fearing being rejected or teased as a baby or a freak, would anyone ever love me again? Heavy duty girls or teenagers brown leather strap sandals with schoolgirl black stockings tights uniform. Waiting ...the waiting is the worst, I have been there myself, waited with all thoes thoughts running wild through my head, and also watched all... from littel boys and girls through to young teenagers as they wait their fate, all wanting to be princesses, in soft pretty clothes, or looking cool in cargo pants ... loved and cuddeled when they kids ... or in trendy and cool clothes when tweens or teenagers, wanting to go out, and be held and even kissed by some nice girl or boy... what would her friends think, would they still be friends??? But no Immis now in the dental medical center waiting for their braces fitting appointment, trepidation, self consciousness, but with traces of self loathing and fear of what they will look like with silver railway tracks banded and bonded onto her teeth. I sat there warm all over as I waited... But the reality of what awaits me in that room off the orthopedic specialist office is something else. I know behind there waits a form of something they only have imagined in my nightmares...the soft hose and pretty bows have become BOOOTS or special orthopedic SHOES ...or worse back brace, rigid metal rods, with moulded plastic shells to encase her body, tight pulling panels, with numerous Velcro straps and endless buckles digging into my tender "puppy" flesh, pulled tight so she can hardly breath, feeling the tears well up inside her!!! Oh that uncertainty and fear and self conscious thinking... instilled in me over years leading up to this point,that I knew I would need to be "ortho booted" and braced someday as I was growing up ... I still vividly remember the fitting session, feeling those boots being laced up for the first time , hearing the nurse and orthopedic doctor droning on about wearing the boots 12 hours a day and the "rules" needed when wearing them !!! Is this really happening... stretched out feeling the boots getting tight around my ankles and feet, the stocking and tights used as socks now encasing my entire lower body... Feeling my whole body warm up as I dream of my new life in orthopedic boots, I'm now wet everywhere. So ..what would my life be like now, fear of rejection, fearing being rejected or teased as a baby or a freak, would anyone ever love me again? | ||||
